Monica Monica, Where Art Thou!?

I haven't heard from here since yesterday ... either she was scared away by my picture as she might have looked at it again, or she was disgusted by me accidently calling that number!  Or maybe I was a little too forward and pushed her away ... did I smother her?  Did I do enough?  Maybe I did too much?  All these questions come up and all the "what if's" are now hitting me as I haven't heard from her in more then 24 hours.

That's the selfish part of me asking those questions, but what about her safety!  Maybe they found her in the church that she was hiding out in that had the computer security of the Pentagon!?  I do hope she's alright and hope she emails me again, until then I sit here at my desk waiting for that "Inbox (1)" to appear.

Have you ever found love so quickly and lost it even faster ... well if you have, then you know how this is for me, to have to lose such a knockout like Monica, damn and the $7.5M too!  I guess I shouldn't continue with these huge purchases I was going to buy huh???

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